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[Mar. 11th, 2012|03:28 am] |
So many funerals. I don't know if I can do this. It's such a selfish sickening feeling but I can't help it. I just want this to be over with.
I need to know why this happened. Who did it. It could have been so many people but I don't want to say it. Selfishly, I don't want them all to know how many people hate me for the things that I've done.
I need to contact Malcolm. He was so lovely in that forum post. I could use the help with that site. I don't want anyone else taking credit for all the hardwork that they did. He may know some people who are looking for jobs. It's crass to think about but I will need to fill my ranks again. Keep them at arms length and teach them to fight. I will not lose people again. I will not survive. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2011|04:17 am] |
Normally, I adore shopping for new houses but this is becoming absolutely exhausting. Edward and I are hoping to purchase a house in Philadelphia since it is his hometown. I do not care in the slightest to have a home in mine so it suits me just fine. I was also contemplating the benefits of purchasing a second home here. I could rent out rooms to people. I don't know, there are so many decisions to make.
I postponed a job for a client until after the holidays. Edward has been going through enough, I don't think he needs me jaunting off to India during December
( Amanda )
I am really quite run down today. I think I'll work from bed. I have to stop putting off feeding until I'm so hungry |
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[Dec. 21st, 2010|02:24 am] |
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Edward. If you're done avoiding me, we should talk about my New Years Eve party that I'm planning. Normally, I would discuss this in a private note but since you haven't been around, I saw no other choice.
I'm thinking a masquerade. After all, it will also be doubling as my birthday party. A girl only turns 337 once.
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[Nov. 1st, 2010|02:48 am] |
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I love Halloween. Such a lovely and fascinating little holiday. It reminds me of a client I had who hired me to see if I could find proof that the story of the Headless Horseman was true or not. Adorable little man. Bit crushed when I didn't bring him back photos of a headless man with a flaming pumpkin.
I blame Tim Burton really.
It isn't nearly as large as it seems but just my size, I am a single woman after all. It is a bit of a fixer upper but I do love a challenge. Plus, it reminds me of a home I owned some time ago. Also, if any of my children come to visit there is plenty of room. Much better than that ghastly hotel. |
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